Torn
Hmmm... today was an emotional day for me, and I don't think it was entirely hormonal. I am in a weird place, feeling like I'm moving back into a comfort zone with my great IBM coaching and competencies team. At the sametime, I am feeling something else, and I can't quite name it yet. Maybe this writing will help me.
I feel torn? Is that the word? Trying it out - I feel torn between moving full-speed ahead into the next climb (for me, starting my own business), and going back to IBM part-time. I am also feeling nervous about what it will take out of me, and my family, to try to do both. And to do both well. I want to make this a win win, two steps forward on the same path, somehow. I don't like this image of being torn!!!
Well, I'm off tomorrow for a few days on the road with some wonderful IBMers, so we'll see where my head is after that.
In the meantime, suggestions anyone!??
Hi all! My purpose here is to share my personal journey, my writing, my musings and wonderings, and to encourage deep dialogue about this life we get to live. Each generation evolves humanity, and I'd like us to get a bit more intentional about who we are becoming! So let's evolve together...
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